It doesn’t matter what I’m living for. It’s the fact that I’m living.
I’ve been questioning what exactly I’m suppose to being doing with my life.
I’m suppose to be here and now and in every moment. I’m suppose to be cherishing those moments and experiencing and soaking up everything that I can. It doesn’t matter what I’m doing or not doing, it’s just the fact that I’m living and being. I know that I’m not making completely sense, but I’m finally saying what I need to say.
No, I’m not fully prepared for the next- Layer, yeah I like the word layer- in my life. But that’s okay. Things will mesh into place when the time is right.
And since I referred to my life in layers, I what to elaborate why I like that phrase. Steps and chapters don’t seem to fit the context. They both suggest life as sectional and not fluid. But layering suggests that life is a melding and blending of a bunch of parts and pieces to make.. Well, what is our life.

So, basically, I’m going to happily pile on the all of the temporarily unknown layers that will continually compound to form what is my life.

I cry nearly every episode. Why did they have to cancel it? This is honestly the best series I’ve ever seen in my life. I’m literally crying at the perfection.

1. The grammatical error in this, “If I was your boyfriend…” 

*NEWSFLASH* Since it’s a hypothetical situation, it should be were.

Also, whoever isn’t going to his girlfriend is hella smart. He’s a little bitch.

2. I’m almost done with United States of Tara, and I can’t stand it. 

I need like 2-3 more seasons. It’s so phenomenal. I can’t…

3. I feel out of place. I can’t explain it, but I feel empty and lost. 

Basically, I’ve had a not in my stomach for a week. 

4. I ruined my graduation surprise. I’m getting a Macbook Pro.

I’m excited and all, but I wish that I hadn’t figured it out. 

I always ruin this kind of shit for myself.

5. I hate that I live in TN.